You CTRL your life. I know in most cases it's easier said than done, but if your unhappy with anything in your life take action. Your job isn't what you'd imagine? SAME. I entered my current job imaging something something totally different and expected to have more time to pursue my dreams and I don't. To a certain extent, you can control this and should try to make the best out of the situation.
ALT your thoughts and negative mood. It takes way less energy to be positive instead of negative. Is it just me or does it feel like whenever you're in negative nancy mode everything just seems to have a terrible domino effect? Not just me right? I have to check myself when I'm sometimes in a mood. There are way more other things that are important and that are worth being happy about. Stress just makes you a mess :)
DELETE anything from your mind that's holding you back. Trust your process. Recognize that things take time and know that you will get there. Hard work and dedication have their dictionary meanings for a reason. Trust that you know what you want to accomplish and trust the time and work you're putting into it. I speak from experience when I say it can be difficult to avoid negativity and hold your head up high, but you gotta do it. Screw people's perceptions and go for it.
CTRL + ALT + DELETE NEGATIVITY